Eliot from Leverage

I really enjoy the tv show Leverage.  Here's a quote that stands out from season 2 episode 2 when Eliot, the hitter, is required to lose a fight.

Sophie: Look, you told me that it's about control, about knowing that you're never going to be the victim.  And that's what keeps you going, right?

Eliot:  You think I'm upset 'cause I got to let this guy kick my ass?  I learned a long time ago, you can't control the violence.  I can take the punishment.  That's what I do.  What I need to control is not out there.  It's here (patting heart).  Always.